Full-Blown Pain: My Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing records suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a